AUTO – claquepot

lyrics and music: claquepot
album: Demo (2019)

English translation

AUTO

I’m fed up by
your distorted egoism.
Just looking at your expression
really makes me want to hit you.

That can’t be settled,
such unmanageable problems
pile up one after another until they collapse.
But the paranoia remains, though I don’t know why.

In a corner of a pitch-black room,
to stop the rushing waves,
I quit.

Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
For the image of your darkened heart,
I reserved an automatic washing.

Let’s forget about the worst past days.

You can’t sell paid love for free.
Something you didn’t have from the start,
you can’t reclaim it left and right.
You will reap what you sow.

With prejudiced opinions,
the categorisation is slightly off.
I know you’re trying to pile them up,
you’re losing sight of the important things.
Looking at the amount of heat that
was still pure white as it gets dirty,
I quit.

Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
At this rate, dyed in deeply,
the bleach will expand.

Let’s forget about the worst past days.

Put away the selfish words
you repaint with a convenient interpretation.
We’re fragile and fleeting just like
your pretenses, though you may not have noticed.

I’m not buying it anymore.

Spelling it out makes it easier,
I spell it all out.
For the image of your darkened heart,
I reserved an automatic washing.

Let’s forget about the worst past days.

Romaji 

AUTO

Unzari shiteru nda
iganda egoizumu
Kaoiro ukagatte bakka
hontou wa bun nagutte yaritaikedo

Sonnanja kaiketsu dekinai
te ni amaru youna mondai
tsugi kara tsugi e to tsumikasanatte kuzureru
Higai mousou ga tomaru koto wo shiranai mama de

Makkurana heya no katasumi de
oshiyoseru nami tomeru no wo
yameta

Haiteshimatte raku ni natte
haite zenbu nakatta koto ni shite
Kuroku nigotta sono shin no zou
jidou senjou yoyaku shite

Saiteina kinou no koto sassato wasureyou

Yuushou no ai wo tada de uritsukeruna
Motomoto attenai youna mono
kaishuu dekinakute uousaou shiteku
Jigoujitoku

Katayotta shukan de zureteru kategoraizu
Shitteru tsumori ga tsumotte
taisetsuna mono miushinatteshimau
Masshirona mama no netsuryou ga
yogoreteiku you nagameru no yameta

Haiteshimatte raku ni natte
haite zenbu nakatta koto ni shite
Kono mama ja shimitsuku shinsou
buriichi wo sekashite

Saiteina kinou no koto sassato wasureyou

Wagamama tte kotoba de katazukete
tsugou ii kaishaku de nurikaeteku
Marude mekki mitai ni moroku hakanai koto ni
kizuitenai no kamo shirenaikedo

Mou kore ijou nomikomenai

Haiteshimatte raku ni natte
haite zenbu nakatta koto ni shite
Kuroku nigotta sono kokoro no zou
jidou senjou yoyaku shite

Saiteina kinou no koto sassato wasureyou

Kanji (credits: kkbox)

AUTO

うんざりしてるんだ
歪んだエゴイズム
顔色伺ってばっか
本当はブン殴ってやりたいけど

そんなんじゃ解決できない
手に余るような問題
次から次へと積み重なって崩れる
被害妄想が留まることを知らないままで

真っ暗な部屋の片隅で
押し寄せる波止めるのを
止めた

吐いて しまって楽になって
吐いて 全部なかったことにして
黒く濁ったその心の像
自動洗浄予約して

最低な昨日のことさっさと忘れよう

有償の愛をタダで売りつけるな
元々あってないようなもの
回収できなくて右往左往してく
自業自得

偏った主観で ズレてるカテゴライズ
知ってる つもりが積もって
大切なモノ見失ってしまう
真っ白なままの熱量が
汚れていく様眺めるの止めた

吐いて しまって楽になって
吐いて 全部なかったことにして
このままじゃ染みつく深層
ブリーチを急かして

最低な昨日のことさっさと忘れよう

ワガママって言葉で片付けて
都合良い解釈で塗り替えてく
まるで鍍金みたいに脆く儚いことに
気づいてないのかもしれないけど

もうこれ以上飲み込めない

吐いて しまって楽になって
吐いて 全部なかったことにして
黒く濁ったその心の像
自動洗浄予約して

最低な昨日のことさっさと忘れよう

Translation and romaji by me. Please don’t claim as yours. Credit if you use.
English is not my first language, feel free to let me know if there is any mistake