誰のせい (Dare no sei) – sajou no hana

lyrics and music: Shou Watanabe
Single: 誰のせい (Dare no sei) (2019)

English Translation

Whose fault

The sleeves hiding my hands got dirty,
but I must go ahead.

There’s no value in stretching out my hand,
I knew it from the start.
I hate your magnificent laughter.

I blame your way of thinking full of defects.
Is it okay if you just don’t face me any more?
Even avoidance can get exhausting and unpleasant.
Look, unconsciously accepting it,
at least my smile got better.

I realized the kind of circumstance.
Whose fault is it?
If there is no manner, no manner to choose…
I’ll likely have those words around my eyes
tomorrow as well.
Unable to understand, I guess I won’t laugh.
I’ll make a fleeting painting out of the awful complaints.

Came to the conclusion that your hands are clean,
why do you push your ideal on me so easily?

If I could open my hand, I’d leave a graffiti.
I don’t know my front and back,
but in me I engraved a place to stay.

Whose original piece of art is dead now?
Even staying calm suddenly becomes unreasonable.

Hey, what’s normal? Is it a valuable container?
It’d be easier to throw it away and be alone again.

I blame your way of thinking full of defects.
Is it okay if you just don’t face me any more?
Even avoidance can get exhausting and unpleasant.
Look, unconsciously accepting it,
at least my smile got better.

I realized the kind of circumstance.
Whose fault is it?
If there is no manner, no manner to choose…
I’ll likely have those words around my eyes
tomorrow as well.
Unable to understand, I guess I won’t laugh.
On this world that is nothing but an act,
what on earth am I able to leave?
I’ll make a fleeting painting out of a white dream.

Romaji

Dare no sei

Te wo kakushita sode wa yogoreteita
douka kamawazu osaki e to

Te wo nobasu no ni wa ataishinakute
saishokkara wakatteru
Doudou to waratteru kimi ga kirai da

Mitometa kekkandarake no shikou wo semete
kore ijou watashi ni dou mikaeba ii?
Kaihi sae mo hihei shite iya ni natte
Ukeirete muishiki ni hora egao dake umaku natta

Kankyouna ndatte kigatsuita
dare no sei ni shite ii?
Shikata ga nai shikata ga nai erabenakattanara
Me no mawari souna kotoba wo ashita mo mata
Rikai dekizu ni warai kawasu deshou
Hidoi guchi wa hakanai e ni shiyou

Te ga kirei to kimetsukete risou wo
doushite kantan ni oshitsukeruno

Te ga akeba rakugaki wo nokoshite
Maeushiro wakannai watashi ni ibasho wo kizanda

Mou dare no geijutsu de honmono wa shinderuno
Heikidatta mono sae mo kyou kyuu ni muri ni naru

Nee futsuu tte donna mono? Kachi no aru youukina no?
Sashite iranai sore sutete mata hitori ni natte raku ni naru

Mitometa kekkandarake no shikou wo semete
kore ijou watashi ni dou mikaeba ii?
Kaihi sae mo hihei shite iya ni natte
Ukeirete muishiki ni hora egao dake umaku natta

Kankyouna ndatte kigatsuita
dare no sei ni shite ii?
Shikata ga nai shikata ga nai erabenakattanara
me no mawari souna kotoba wo ashita mo mata
Rikai dekizu ni warai kawasu deshou
Enjite bakka no sekai ni nokoseru mono wa
ittai nani ni narudarou
Shiroi yume wa hakanai e ni shiyou

Kanji [credits: youtube]

誰のせい

手を隠した袖は汚れていた
どうか構わずお先へと

手を伸ばすのにはあたいしなくて
最初っからわかってる
堂々と笑ってる君が嫌いだ

認めた欠陥だらけの思考を責めて
これ以上私にどう向き合えばいい？
回避さえも疲弊して嫌になって
受け入れて無意識にほら笑顔だけうまくなった

環境なんだって気が付いた
誰のせいにしていい？
仕方がない仕方がない選べなかったなら
目の回りそうな言葉を明日もまた
理解できずに笑いかわすでしょう
ひどい愚痴は儚い絵にしよう

手が綺麗と決めつけて理想を
どうして簡単に押し付けるの

手が開けば落書きを残して
前後ろわかんない私に居場所を刻んだ

もう誰の芸術で本物は死んでるの？
平気だった物さえも今日急に無理になる

ねぇ普通ってどんなもの？価値のある容器なの？
さしていらないそれ捨ててまた一人になって楽になる

認めた欠陥だらけの思考を責めて
これ以上私にどう向き合えばいい？
回避さえも疲弊して嫌になって
受け入れて無意識にほら笑顔だけうまくなった

環境なんだって気が付いた
誰のせいにしていい？
仕方がない仕方がない選べなかったなら
目の回りそうな言葉を明日もまた
理解できずに笑いかわすでしょう
演じてばっかの世界に残せるものはいったい何になるだろう
白い夢は儚い絵にしよう

Translation and romaji by me. Please don’t claim as yours. Credit if you use.
English is not my first language, feel free to let me know if there is any mistake.