Last Call – flumpool

lyrics: 山村隆太 (Ryuuta Yamamura) || music: 阪井一生 (Kazuki Sakai)
single: Last Call (2017)

English translation

Last Call

Even if the world forgets about yesterday,
I want to hold also the memory of tonight in my arms.

Looks like an undeliverable prayer,
but I want to live my life.
There’s not a single crime I can compensate for,
because I’m not able to bear a grudge.

Despite being a mistake now,
despite being hurt now,
I’m looking for an answer even today.

More than this dull world,
more than the hand I’m reaching out,
the answer should be taking its course for sure,
going beyond tomorrow.

I’m just feeling like I’m paralyzed, but
I want to keep holding to this theory tonight too.

Nobody can find me,
so I want to become a rainbow.
Who I’m talking myself hoarse for?
Anyway, it is satisfactory…

Unexpectedly, my cruel self,
unexpectedly, it is comforting.
I’m looking for a goal today too.

As expected, if I kill also my emotions,
as expected, inside this weird prey,
the little kid I’m going to let go would disappear.

Under this inhuman falling rain
what I heard was your voice;
that’s how the sadness stopped.
If all of this makes sense… I will sing now.

Despite wanting to believe now,
despite I’m so hurt now,
there are no answers in tomorrow,
but I’m still looking for them.

Despite being a mistake now,
despite being hurt now,
I’m looking for an answer again and again.

Even with no more peaceful days,
even with no more happiness,
I’ll look for your voice until the end.

I’ll look for…
a last call

Romaji

Last Call

Sekai ga kinou wo wasureta toshite mo
koyoi mo idakitsuzuketetai Memory

Todokanai inori no you ni
ikiteitaikedo
Hitotsu no tsumi mo tsugunaezu
urame mo sezu ni

Ima ijou ni machigaina jibun wo
ima ijou ni kizutsukete
Kyou datte kotae sagashite

Kore ijou ni saenai sekai de mo
kore ijou ni te wo nobashinagara
kakenukeru kotae wa kitto
asu no mukou de

Mahi shiteiku kanjou dake wo mikata ni shite
koyoi mo idakitsuzuketeiru Theory
Dare ni mo mitsukerarenai
niji ni naritakute
Dare ka no tame ni koe karashite
Mitasaretete mo…

Yosougai ni zankokuna jibun wo
Yosougai ni nagusamete
Kyou datte gooru sagashite

Kitaidoori kanjou koroshite mo
kitaidoori heizenna furi de
tebanashiteku osana sa ga kieteyuku yo

Mukishitsu ni furidasu ame ni
kikimorashita kimi no koe
tomatta mama no kanashimi
Imi ga aru nonaraba… boku wa ima utau yo

Ima ijou ni shinjiaitakutte
ima ijou ni kizutsuketa tte
Asu ni shika kotae wa nakute
mata sagashite

Ima ijou ni machigaina jibun wo
ima ijou ni kizutsukete
Nandodemo kotae sagashite

Kore ijou no heionna hibi wo
kore ijou no shiawase wo
saigo made kimi no koe wo boku ga sagasuyo

Boku wa sagasuyo
rasuto kooru

Kanji (credits: mymusic)

Last Call

世界が昨日を忘れたとしても
今宵も　抱(いだ)き続けてたい Memory

届かない祈りのように
生きていたいけど
1つの罪も償えず
恨めもせずに

今以上に　間違いな自分を
今以上に　傷つけて
今日だって　答え探して

これ以上に　冴えない世界でも
これ以上に　手を伸ばしながら
駆け抜ける　答えはきっと
明日(あす)の向こうで

麻痺していく　感情だけを味方にして
今宵も　抱き続けている Theory

誰にも見つけられない
虹になりたくて
誰かのために　声枯らして
満たされてても…

予想外に　残酷な自分を
予想外に　慰めて
今日だって　ゴール探して

期待通り　感情殺しても
期待通り　平然なフリで
手放してく　幼さが　消えてゆくよ

無機質に降りだす雨に
聞き漏らした　君の声
止まったままの悲しみ
意味があるのならば　…僕は今歌うよ

今以上に　信じ合いたくって
今以上に　傷つけたって
明日(あす)にしか　答えはなくて
また探して

今以上に　間違いな自分を
今以上に　傷つけて
何度でも　答え探して

これ以上の　平穏な日々を
これ以上の　幸せを
最後まで　君の声を　僕が探すよ

僕は探すよ
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Translation and romaji by me. Please don’t claim as yours. Credit if you use.
English is not my first language, feel free to let me know if there is any mistake.